Splendid Sun

Honestly, deep down, it hurts very much inside. A night of temporary escapism is only that night. It hurts to admit the fact that I lost and to admit seeing him with someone else. I mean yeah, one day he will definitely end up with someone who is not me, just a matter of time. The part I hate is that I am not able to get over it, still hanging right there. I don’t understand how do others get over it so quickly. Or maybe just because I haven’t met the right one yet. I guess we all go through these right? There are other people waiting for you out there but you only want this specific person who will never love you back anymore.