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I believe things happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right, you believe lies so you eventually start to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together.

This is just a space for my thoughts and feelings.


I have serious esteem issues. I think I am so freaking ugly sometimes I wish I can just bang the wall and die. I’m serious. Moment like this really sucks big time. I question myself all the time why am I not born slim and have really stunning looks. Why am I so f.ing U.G.L.Y :’(

1 day ago
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When your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Because you are, and that pain you feel; that’s life. The confusion and fear - that’s there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better, and that something is worth fighting for.

I don’t really think that a new year is a new life and I stop asking for every year to be good to me because somehow we just get sadder each year so what’s the point. You cannot start a new life. Your past will remain as history and history stays. Some things, you’re bound to live with them throughout your life. One day you’ll still go back to it. What’s with new year? It is just an increase in year. Not like we’re gonna have all brand new. I’m so sick of me, seriously.

3 weeks ago
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The only obsession everyone wants: Love. People think that in falling in love they make themselves whole? The Platonic union of souls? I think otherwise. I think you’re whole before you begin. And the love fractures you. You’re whole, and then you’re cracked open.
I don’t understand how I can smile all day long, but cry myself to sleep at night. How pictures never change, but the people in them do. How you can love so innocently, but it can turn into anger so quickly. How your best friend can become your worst enemy or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it hurts just the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How the smell of a person stays with you even when they`re gone. How people make promises and bare their should to someone, despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives cause it’s easier than working things out.

I think I should really stop dreaming about being a princess just by calling myself a princess and waiting for a prince charming. Really.

5 days ago
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