我的灵魂困在回忆中,动也不能动。
爱上你不需要理由,你到底懂不懂。
可是怀念竟比失去还要更难受。
噢爱让我想起你的时候,泪禁不住滑落。
可惜你永远都不会懂。
Damn nice a weather to sleep but I’m up super early when I slept so late. Good morning all! I’m on otw to Shermine’s house for baking session. Can’t wait to bake with her! But I have to go back to school in the evening for dance later. Meh. Woah, why no train at instructor’s studio?! Stone throw from my house only but school is sooo far.
Now why has this morning becomes kinda melancholy all of a sudden? My playlist? Must be it.
(8 hours ago)As the title says and looking at how life has been for the others and me, sometimes I really wish to know how huge a drama my life is going to be. To an extent, I really wonder what have I been doing exactly, really making full use of what I have now or is it an escapism for so long?
Somehow if it wasn’t for whatever happened, I guess I would never have a taste of it till now. Life brings different sort of pain to you so I guess we would then embrace the happiness. Some get better over time. Ironically some are like rheumatism, it acts up during the rain and never really leave in your whole life. As a result, side effect occurs.
For me, I guess I’m quite sick and tired and I really couldn’t be bothered anymore or maybe don’t wish to. They bring you down, cause you unhappiness. If you matter so much, why then? Because you don’t. Then give no shit. You mean more, you deserve better and you are strong because they don’t kill you in the end. I know, incoherent thoughts.
(18 hours ago)
Bowls and bowls of beancurd all the time. I think I should stop eating so much of it and really STOP EATING SO MUCH FOOD. A week ago I bought like 10 bowls of Beancurd from Lao Ban (original and Almond), 51 (Mango) and Bean Flower Water (Green Tea) and ended up cabbing home because I had my bag and laptop with me. What’s worse is I ate them all by myself. My mom only ate half a bowl. Now I want another 10 bowls how!
Few hours ago I was still tweeting how much I wish my dad or I own large chain of supermarkets like Carrefour/Giant so I’ll eat the snacks and food till I become mega fat and die. Wahaha. I have the worst diet you can never imagine. I eat a lot of chocolates everyday and many other junk food. I love fast food. No in fact I love all food. Sigh. No matter how how many 6km I run is not enough or how many 10 over hours of dance per week or even how many tenths of laps in the swimming pool.
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Just got back home from work at Vivo. Was working with the kids today, I like! Hmm if you saw my previous post, opposite me was the Disney Academy. I wanna dress up as a princess and work in a Disneyland. LOL.
(19 hours ago)
We will never ever be too old for Disney. Working here for the day.
(1 day ago)After donkey years, I went to Science Centre again, except this time not in any school uniform. So I went with H today. No pictures at all. Meh. But it was still interesting.
Throughout my whole life I have never been to Jurong East or west area more than 2 times other than education purposes (Science Centre, Discovery Centre etc) or perhaps the Singapore Zoo. So much for staying near town area. In fact before schooling at RP, I swear I only been to CWP once in my whole life. I just don’t really like the red line after AMK area or the green line after Thiong Bahru. Weird. Never been to Jurong Point in my whole life too. Haha. But I went to JCube today, hmm just for dinner!
(2 days ago)18th May
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